Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I miss the internet drama called OBBC

Seriously.

I miss the mockery, the dirty name slinging, the outrageous accusations... The "personal attacks" and the hipocracy of it all... The shut down threads and deleted posts... The gang raping of inoccent posters just looking for advice or support. The popcorn eating, grammer policing, fake medical professional advice giving, judging someone because thier parenting style differs from your own...
Aaaahhhh... The memories... I guess I'll have those forever. And my Sassy Bitches of course! I LOVE YOU GIRLS AND APPRECIATE YOU FOR ALL FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE SHOWN ME OVER THE LAST YEAR!

But seriously... Can we bring back OBBC?

Friday, February 6, 2009

It's about to bite me in the ass

So about a month ago when I was stressing about our bills being paid outloud to Man Child, the words "you find another job or I will have to" escaped my lips. To that he gave me a very weary look and told me that I would not be working two jobs because of Cayley and the fact that I am pregnant. Well, he came to me yesterday doing a happy dance and told me that he is going back to his night security job. It is for Friday, Saturday, and Sunday nights. I regret now pushing the issue because he and I have been getting along so much better since he’s been spending more time at home and I worry that things might change. I know the routine we were in before, him always being tired, me feeling under appreciated and overworked… It caused us to fight and we were unable to communicate properly. I *think* I have been showing a brave face for his sake, but I guess some of my worrying may have broken through in bitch form. I must have snapped at him a couple times over nothing but luckily (for both of us) he just rolled with it and let it go. I don’t even feel relieved that it is going to be easier to pay the bills with this extra income. He loves this job and is super excited to be going back, but how can I be supportive when I am terrified that things are going to go down hill?